Hello few people who read this, finally I've been able to update a journal. I've been so busy with college and getting used to this new life that I haven't had time to write anything in the journal for months. But I finally have found sometime to sit down and write something. So this is gonna be pretty long.

Why did I say new life when I talked about college? Because technically for me, my life has change. Okay, every one's life change when they move to college one way or another, but someone's people's life change more than others. See, most of my friends went to the UPR in Rio Piedras, wich isn't that far away from their homes, or their high school, however, I went to the UPR in Mayaguez which is an 3:00 hours ride from my home. Therefor, I have to get an apartment there. That's why for me life has completely change. And I have to admit, it's what I always wanted, but of course, there it has it bad sides.

One of them it's that none of my close friends move here, therefor I had to start over. When I first came, I felt terribly alone, and i wondered if this was really a path I should take. I'm not good at making new friends, that's why I'm really gratefully for the ones I have. Luckily, I met some new awesome people here in the orientation for freshmen, and we have gotten along well. I'll admit, I still my friends terribly, and all the crazy stuff we used to do, but we keep in touch from time to time.

Another thing that has been hard for me has been the classes, and I think for many students too. Now I know what they mean college life is hard and different, cause it's so true. I have never been so pack up with stuff before, and so challenging. I'm recently frustrated cause I got a C in a Pre-calculus test, after I study so hard for it. I'm frustrated at myself because I forget things easily, and because students smarter than me probably had better grades with less studying.DX Also,I'm failing Chemistry and Chemistry lab (Curse them both to hell!) I mean, I never had a C as an average in a class, and I never hated a class with so much passion as I do now. Oh well, there is always a first time. At least what keeps me from giving a mental tantrum are the other classes which I'm not doing so bad. English i have an A, and so In Engineering graphics.Man that class is awesome! I completely love it, and the instructor is very nice. I mean he's teaching us how to do 3d objects in auto cad!!!It's so cool .

Moving from the mopey stuff, now I'm gonna go to the fun things. Just as I'd never had a C as an average, I'd never had the change to go the theater that much. I go like at least once every week, and it's really cheap XD. I have also went to dance and whatnot, and it's been really fun. I don't drink, cause I don't like it, but I don't find anything wrong with dancing.XD

Let see... what else...hmmm... oh yeah! my love life! wait...what love life? XDD. The closest thing to romance is that I had crush in one my male friends, and I'm completely pissed at myself for it. I hadn't a crush like this for a long time, and I feel sooo pathetic. I have completely lose my time with it. I'm starting to stop seeing him that way,to just see him as a friend, cause that's the way I know he sees,and he likes someone else. Anyway,I don't have time for a guy,especially when he ignores me. I gotten myself so ridiculous disappointed over it, and I'm trying to wake up from Stupidly-in-love landia. Aghhhhh. Oh well, it's better not to rush things. Anyway, i have seen a LOT of hot guys in college, and even though I don't know them and I probably never will, there's nothing wrong with enjoying, right? Like my lab partner, he's VERY hot.


I'm sorry if I had complain a lot, I just needed to let it all out somehow. So the conclusion in all of this is, freedom comes with a price.


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